Feeling Hopeful

It's funny how so many things are up in the air right now but at the moment I'm feeling like everything is going to work out. I don't know how. I don't know when. I wish I did but I don't so I just have to keep on going and doing all I can and know that somehow, some way everything will be fine. It's hard for me to do that. I like to have a plan. Living in CA forced me to plan things way in advance. If you want to go to something you have to buy a ticket the second they become available or you miss out. I got used to living that way. Now I don't know more than a few weeks out. I like having something to look forward to. I guess I'll learn patience. I just have to trust that everything will come together how it's supposed to. Sometimes I'm just surprised that I'm not stressed out more than I am. Guess I've just been in survival mode so long. Anyways, I know this doesn't make much sense without many details but we're supposed to do a journal or blog everyday with the habits challenge I'm doing so this will count off for that.